2018; NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone...

Its been a long time for me, finally i feel like breathing lol. I was so busy with my studies until i forget that i have blog that needed my attention. 

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As everyone knows that 2017 has passed by. It is a sad goodbye regardless.

2017 has taught me to be more independent as i did so much things for myself without any help. Besides that, 2017 has been a very sinful year for me. I went through so much failure and problem throughout that year. I was hopeless and everyone wasn't really supportive either. I am depressed, emotionally disrupted and very fatigue at that moment. I was kicked out from house for being a rude daughter to my parents, yes i deserves that. What a bitch disgracing the family! Luckily, I've several of close friend who helps me and supported me regardlessly. I am grateful for them all. They're basically friends to die for. Thank you. As life going on, I committed to sin unconsciously. Being a girl that wasn't myself. I knew that i was not thinking straight and i need an attention. I've got scammed, I've lost friends and I basically lost everything. I was disgusted with the life i chose. 

Miracle does happen....

My 2017 was indeed very miserable until i started to realized that Allah were with me all the time during my ups and downs. All those time when i was hopeless He helps me indirectly. I've realized that Allah helps me. At the moment, I have no money I was literally starve myself, I have people that non-stop providing me foods. When i got no money I have people that are willing to lend me some money. These would not happen without Allah's consent. All the sustenance are from Him. He helps me. But I totally forgot my responsibility as His servant. Oh lord, forgive me!

2018 resolutions

I don't expect much for this year

• Put Allah over everything (prays 5 times a day)
• Being loved and appreciated by everyone
• Preserve the special bond i have with friends
• Good daughter to both parents
• Getting fit and healthy
• Making new friends
• Be more confident to wear something out of my comfort zone
• To become more creative in dressing up and supporting the street fashion
• To collects more shoes for future usage
• Pray for wealthness in life
• To get my crush know that my feelings are real

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